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[Kaworu comes to the screen with a kind and gentle smile.]

Hello. I'm looking for a piano or a violin. I'm not sure where I can find one; not to buy - I simply wish to play for a while.

[and now that is out of the way, he wishes to ask something else]

I do have another question. Are you happy?

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there are bad news on any world: war. famine. massacre. oppression. disease.

there are good news on this world: he manages not to take sick by the third rewatch. ]

Y / N

Why not?

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Are you angry?

Y / N

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I'm sorry.

Y / N

Won't you talk to me?

You didn't teach me how.

I tried, Shinji-kun. But I didn't have time.

[ No point carrying on with pretenses, after all, not a trick this cheap. Slight pause, switching - ]

...why do I have to be the one to receive your excuses? I've heard them. I'm heard them all. I'm tired of them.

Because you matter.

That's not for you to say.

Then who?

Anyone who doesn't - won't... you. Not you. Anyone. Anyone but you.

[ A sharp inhale later. ]

Don't play.

It's fine if you dislike me, Shinji-kun. My feelings for you won't change.

[there is a pause] The violin?

Anything. Don't play anything.

I won't. [only because you were the one asking]

But why?

Humans play instruments.

I see.

Do you hate me for being an angel? Or do you hate me because I chose you to be the one to kill me?

I hate... hate - ha...

[ Don't cry. Don't cry. Don't -- heave. ]

...terrifying. You're terrifying. You terrify me. I'm afraid of you. I hate. I hate - being. Afraid of you.

Why are you afraid of me?

You touch things. You say things. You ask things. You do things. You make other people do things.

Shinji-kun, I gave you the choice to do it. I gave you the choice to save yourself and all of the Lilim.

You choose your own path.

And I am glad you did it. You deserve to live and go on, and one day, you will be able to heal yourself.

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