text;

[nukeoleptic]

what happens to the versions of us that exist here when we go home?
the memories and feelings and friendships that weve made
it kind of sucks thinking that we are going to lose them
the longer im here, the more it kind of feels like dying

bluh

depressing

anyway!! does anyone want to do something?
to go shopping or to the comfort house or idk
im not working today and im super bored :(!!!!
let me know >_>

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[video]

[fluturi]

Wow, aren't you little miss sunshine over here.

[A sigh.]

We just take them all with us, I guess, or they just get erased. What's to get upset about? People forget things all the time, and such a movement across time and space would make you feel blessed you're not losing your entire head in the process, so really? It's foolish to be all up in arms about that.

[video]

[nukeoleptic]

I've been here a long time! [ When the video snaps on, she's almost defensive. ] There's nothing foolish about it. I'm not the girl I was when I got here, and I don't want to lose that.

[video]

[fluturi]

Oh, so it's the development you're worried about, huh?

[A pause, and then he just gives a sniff and shrugs.]

Well, technically, that's just development that was never supposed to happen in the first place. When you get back, you continue the way your timeline wanted you to continue, and that's that.

Tough luck, but that's how it is.

[holyfight]

What's the comfort house?

[nukeoleptic]

it is like a spa :D
it is so awesome
i went and got a massage once

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[biifurcatiion]

ii diidnt remember a thiing, but then ii diidnt remember goiing back at all eiither.
nobody el2e bothered two mentiion that theyd been here, 2o iim pretty 2ure once iit2 done iit2 all wiiped out.
2orry for the bad new2.

text;

[nukeoleptic]

i went home too
bzzzzzzz
that answer isnt good enough for me
it just is not
sorry :D

[Text] I am sorry U~U Jade mentioned theories

[caduuceus]

hmm. i too have been plagUed by sUch feelings U_U

me thinks it is not so mUch that there are two of oUr cUrrent selves as it is more aboUt being displaced in space and time!
oUrselves back home, or who we are here. who is to say which came first?
why, oUr own respective Universes may not even exist withoUt first aiding this one to create it in the first place! :U
it is too early to rUle anything out.

there is no telling at what point in space or time we currently reside, yes, bUt if the thoUght of that is keeping yoU from living life
then by jove, I say live it!
we may yet find a way to regain what is lost,
if indeed we end Up having lost anything at all.

[Text] why sorry!

[nukeoleptic]

that.... is actually a really interesting way to look at it
and i think it makes me feel a lot better
thank you .___.

voice;

[darkbreak]

[He won't deny that they're depressing thoughts, but...]

...Are you really thinking about this stuff again?

voice;

[nukeoleptic]

[ She's going to pretend she didn't hear that question. ]

Hey, Riku, do you have a girlfriend?

text;

[wasthemaster]

Now why do you get to talk about boring and depressing stuff and I do not?

text;

[nukeoleptic]

because youre a gloomy jackass and im not? :D

voice

[rorring]

Dying and forgetting are completely different things.

voice

[nukeoleptic]

This version of me- the me that exists now- it's gonna die, isn't it?

video;

[magician_of_words]

[ Why did you have to hit such a sore spot... ]

Oi, oi, hey! What's with all this I'm reading? I don't get it. How can someone named after something so bright say something so dull? This isn't right at all.

video;

[nukeoleptic]

Hey! Did you just call me dull?

[Video]

[5thchild]

Does it scare you, you might lose what you have here?

[Video]

[nukeoleptic]

Yeah. A whole lot.

Audio

[samantha_grey]

I'll bet someone's called you already, but if you want to do something, we can one of these days. And try not to think too much about crap like that. It'll just depress you right now, Jade.

Audio

[nukeoleptic]

Think the lake in the park is frozen enough to go skating on?

text;

[reaction]

I was told that it's impossible to go home.

Escape's possible?

text;

[nukeoleptic]

ummmm, yes, but its a very loose definition of the word 'escape'
sometimes we are sent home from here

[video]

[likethelight]

[ Jade. ]

I can't claim to know what happens, but --

I can't believe that's something that can just be forgotten forever like that.

[video]

[nukeoleptic]

[ Allen. ]

Hehe, you think so? That's what I've got my fingers crossed about, at least.

[ But she smiles at him, encouragingly. ]

How have you been?