09. Nonus | Video

[5thchild]

[ Kaworu shows up to the network with his familiar smile. What isn’t familiar, it’s his plugsuit and the headset (it’s better than showing up naked). He is currently in front of the castle, which means he is back from his canon update. ]

Hello. I have been in Asgard before, but I’m not sure how long it has been since I left. [ or who is around ] I’m still in Sigyn House and I still have my healing power. [ since he can’t grow anything, by exclusion, he gets the Healing ]

[ there is a pause, as he looks around, perhaps trying to figure out where to go. In the end, he heads towards Odin District, turning to the bracelet one last time and smiling brightly ] It’s good to be back.

[ he does like this place, a lot. And with a smile, he finally turns off the video ]

Comments

[Voice]

[linkedtogod]

...for starters, what topics?

The sort of selfless kind that gets people killed?

[Voice]

[5thchild]

We talked about you, your place in the Order, your beliefs regarding right and wrong, your willingness to change or to remain the same, we talked about music, about questions and answers.

I never killed anyone. On the contrary, I died for those I love.

[Voice]

[linkedtogod]

[ ...he hadn't thought he would say that much about the Order.

Or, actually talk about himself, for that matter. ]

That's quite a bit. More than I expected.

...and you say you died? Do deaths not count for anything in this word, then?

[Voice]

[5thchild]

There are many people who were dead before and yet still brought to this world.

[Voice]

[linkedtogod]

I would call it absurd, but apparently things were defy proper reason

[Voice]

[5thchild]

A lot of them are unfamiliar to what we know from our worlds. However, what many may find illogical, in this place it's how it is.

[Voice] *reason here. dreamwidth cut my tag :T

[linkedtogod]

You sound like you enjoy this world, even with when it is illogical.

[Voice] i understood <3

[5thchild]

I do, I like it very much.

[Voice] <3

[linkedtogod]

Why?

[Voice]

[5thchild]

I have no reason not to. But, here I have learned much and I have met many I have come to love. I can only be thankful for that.

[Voice]

[linkedtogod]

Would you still go back to your own world even after this one? Seeing how no one has apparent memories of this place when they return.

[Voice]

[5thchild]

I have to, since I am necessary in order to start a new cycle after death.

[Voice]

[linkedtogod]

That makes no sense whatsoever.

[Voice]

[5thchild]

It's alright if you don't understand.

[Voice]

[linkedtogod]

I simply don't understand "a new cycle after death."

[Voice]

[5thchild]

It means when I die, I will be reborn again to the world, in order to fulfill my destiny once more and die for Shinji-kun again.

[Voice]

[linkedtogod]

[ That-- ]

How many times is that even possible? [ Oh right, you were an angel and angels aren't human. ]

[Voice]

[5thchild]

I don't know. Souls like mine aren't meant to have rest, however.

[Voice]

[linkedtogod]

A little unfair, is it not. Certainly there is no rest for the wicked, but your soul could hardly fall in that category.

[Voice]

[5thchild]

Unfair?

I don't think so. That's what I was born for.

[Voice]

[linkedtogod]

Unfair in that you must repeat a cycle over and over.

Born to live to die? It sounds almost meaningless if I didn't know you.

[Voice]

[5thchild]

It's alright. Like this, perhaps I will be able to help Shinji-kun to find the right path, the one that will lead him to his happiness. If I can soothe his path in any way, I will be happy to.

[Voice]

[linkedtogod]

Did he ever do anything to deserve it?

[Voice]

[5thchild]

He deserves it because of who he is.

[Voice]

[linkedtogod]

[ Who he is? ] Certainly not all people are equal. [ And besides, this was strange enough territory they've ventured into talking about. It wasn't really his business. Time for a topic switch, then. ]

Have you spoken to Walker yet?