09. Nonus | Video

[5thchild]

[ Kaworu shows up to the network with his familiar smile. What isn’t familiar, it’s his plugsuit and the headset (it’s better than showing up naked). He is currently in front of the castle, which means he is back from his canon update. ]

Hello. I have been in Asgard before, but I’m not sure how long it has been since I left. [ or who is around ] I’m still in Sigyn House and I still have my healing power. [ since he can’t grow anything, by exclusion, he gets the Healing ]

[ there is a pause, as he looks around, perhaps trying to figure out where to go. In the end, he heads towards Odin District, turning to the bracelet one last time and smiling brightly ] It’s good to be back.

[ he does like this place, a lot. And with a smile, he finally turns off the video ]

Comments

[Voice] *reason here. dreamwidth cut my tag :T

[linkedtogod]

You sound like you enjoy this world, even with when it is illogical.

[Voice] i understood <3

[5thchild]

I do, I like it very much.

[Voice] <3

[linkedtogod]

Why?

[Voice]

[5thchild]

I have no reason not to. But, here I have learned much and I have met many I have come to love. I can only be thankful for that.

[Voice]

[linkedtogod]

Would you still go back to your own world even after this one? Seeing how no one has apparent memories of this place when they return.

[Voice]

[5thchild]

I have to, since I am necessary in order to start a new cycle after death.

[Voice]

[linkedtogod]

That makes no sense whatsoever.

[Voice]

[5thchild]

It's alright if you don't understand.

[Voice]

[linkedtogod]

I simply don't understand "a new cycle after death."

[Voice]

[5thchild]

It means when I die, I will be reborn again to the world, in order to fulfill my destiny once more and die for Shinji-kun again.

[Voice]

[linkedtogod]

[ That-- ]

How many times is that even possible? [ Oh right, you were an angel and angels aren't human. ]

[Voice]

[5thchild]

I don't know. Souls like mine aren't meant to have rest, however.

[Voice]

[linkedtogod]

A little unfair, is it not. Certainly there is no rest for the wicked, but your soul could hardly fall in that category.

[Voice]

[5thchild]

Unfair?

I don't think so. That's what I was born for.

[Voice]

[linkedtogod]

Unfair in that you must repeat a cycle over and over.

Born to live to die? It sounds almost meaningless if I didn't know you.

[Voice]

[5thchild]

It's alright. Like this, perhaps I will be able to help Shinji-kun to find the right path, the one that will lead him to his happiness. If I can soothe his path in any way, I will be happy to.

[Voice]

[linkedtogod]

Did he ever do anything to deserve it?

[Voice]

[5thchild]

He deserves it because of who he is.

[Voice]

[linkedtogod]

[ Who he is? ] Certainly not all people are equal. [ And besides, this was strange enough territory they've ventured into talking about. It wasn't really his business. Time for a topic switch, then. ]

Have you spoken to Walker yet?

[Voice]

[5thchild]

They are not. My love for Shinji is not the same as my love for you, even though i cannot weight any of them.

[ kaworu hums softly ]

Yes, I have. We will meet soon.

[Voice]

[linkedtogod]

Understandable. For all that people claim about love, none will ever be the same. People play favourites.

...I see.

[Voice]

[5thchild]

There is no favorite. It's simply impossible to compare.

Is everything alright?

[Voice]

[linkedtogod]

Everyone has favourites, though. What do you mean by impossible to compare?

...why do you ask that?

[Voice]

[5thchild]

It means that the reason I love you is different than the reason I love someone else. But I don't have limits for the love I have someone. I cannot limit it by calling it friendship, family, romance, or whatever definition you hope for it to have. It's limitless. How can you compare the two when both have no limits to allow comparison?

Because I worry for you.

[Voice]

[linkedtogod]

That may be because humans have limits, whereas I suppose you have none. A language can only express so much.

You needn't, though.