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I have never encountered a varied set of emotions. Specifically, sadness and grief. Despite this, I know there is a way to remedy them. I have seen it. I have thousands of instances of it recorded within my memory from observation and experience. They do not last forever. They are not permanent.

But I do not know how to remove them.

Is it a physical process? An emotional transformation?

I need to know in order to maximize my own efficiency within this city and work on returning to my own universe to fulfill my purpose.

[Filtered to Zelda [Skyward Sword] // Private // Unhackable]

Goddess. Zelda.

Link is no longer here.

He has either returned home or has been dispatched elsewhere, but he is no longer here. He does not register on the contact list and I have not found him in my search of the house and city.

What would you like me to do in his absence?

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I don't think there's a way you can get rid of that quickly.

How is it done at all?

I guess it kinda depends on what you're sad about.

[A concerned tilt of the head.]

Did something happen?

[Sorry, Sora, Fi doesn't feel like talking today. She's not very sure why. But it's difficult to do so.]

Yes. Something happened.

Does it matter what happened in order to know how to cure it?

I think so...

[He doesn't seem to mind her replying only in text. But Sora keeps his feed on video. Sometimes when he's sad, it helps to hear somebody's voice.]

Sometimes, when I'm sad about little things, my friends'll do things to cheer me up. Most of the time they're really good at making me laugh.

But I know in the past, when me and my friends ended up fighting for real, when somebody got really hurt, or when one of them went missing? Not even ice cream and funny movies can fix that.

I have never eaten ice cream or laughed before.

What is a movie?

You're kidding, right?!

[Has she really never laughed before? Looks like Sora's got a lot of explaining to do... once he gets over the shock.]

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No.

[~~BECAUSE TYPING SUCKS FOR HER OKAY~~ So something has happened, that much was clear from a message like that.]

What? Your first time felling sad? They grow up so fast.

[WELL TOUGH because Fi doesn't feel like talking. Talking hurts for some reason.]

I have felt emotion close to sadness. But never true sadness.

There is that whole "time heals all wounds" sayin'. It basically just means that eventually new experiences will dull the old stuff.

How many experiences are required before the feeling goes away?

I don't think there's a set time. Everyone is different.

Inconvenient.

Well... the only real way to get rid of those feelings is time. So it's an emotional kinda thing that might take a little while.

How long?

I don't think you can ever really remove sadness or grief. [Fiddling with his bracelet as he talks. He doesn't like these sorts of topics much] You have to take time to accept them, and heal.

Having friends around helps though. Distracting yourself from it does too, I find. But it's really a time thing, I think.

What do you do in order to distract yourself?

I do things I enjoy, like talking with my friends, or training. [More like watching his other train, but it counts, kinda] Things that make me need to concentrate on what's going on, so I don't have time to brood over it.

And this eventually eradicates the feeling?

It doesn't eradicate it, exactly. But it does make it lessen, and eventually you don't remember it unless something reminds you, and even then it's not as bad.

Something happened to make you think like that?

Yes.

So what happened?

[Ghirahim has been a bit absent from stalking people lately, but he's back and he sure as hell is not using the text feature to soak in the sorrow of another.]

How absolutely tragic. What is it that has you feeling so down, Fi? Though I suppose it wouldn't take much to encourage such emotions from you, seeing that the entire concept is still new. Perhaps you stubbed your toe in a futile attempt at walking?

[To hell with you. >:C]

It isn't your concern.

Move along.

[He brings a finger to his lips, as if he is contemplating the idea for a moment. It doesn't last long as his grin grows even bigger on his face and he lets out a slight chuckle.]

Is it so terrible of me to look out for a fellow spirit? You are far too harsh on me for simply being concerned.

You are not concerned, nor do you harbor any concern for my wellbeing.

So quick to judge. What if I truly had the best intentions at heart this time?

What do you want, Ghirahim?

We haven't spoken for some time and I thought now would be an excellent time to catch up. Perhaps you'd like to express why you are feeling so sad, perhaps it would make you feel better.

[Because he is curious as to what could have triggered such emotions and he's sure that whatever the reason is something he wants to know.]

[There is some silence.]

You do not know for certain whether or not sharing would cease these emotions.

It's a really hard thing to get through. [And she has a stock-load of it to try and suppress lately.]

What happened, Fi-san?

Nothing of consequence to anyone but myself.

... But if it hurts, it helps to at least let someone know what's causing this sadness.

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