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[nukeoleptic]

last fall i got corrupted with thiazis magic too
i murdered someone, and i enjoyed it, and i remember it every freaking day
everyone told me then that it wasnt my fault
but it cant be not my fault and his fault at the same time

because maybe it was a long time ago, but im positive some of you remember
satan and i are guilty of the exact same thing
soooo... when is everyone angry at him coming to arrest me???
thats only fair thing to do, isnt it???

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[intelligently]

if you were corrupted it isn't your fault

[nukeoleptic]

if he was corrupted it wasnt his fault
thats what im saying

[brainsqueeze]

Did you only commit the one act?

[nukeoleptic]

no
that was the only murder but
i did other things too

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[needsnoheadsman]

[He remembers. He remembers all too well, and it makes bile rise to his throat whenever the memory resurfaces--the pet store, the heads, his sword dripping with red, red blood, the same blood that stained Grey Wind's teeth when he snarled. As unsympathetic as he is towards Satan--when someone is called the father of lies on more than one world it's kind of hard to garner any sort of sympathy--he gets where Jade's coming from.]

With a reputation such as his, that multiple people from different worlds were not as shocked by his betrayal as they could've been if it were anyone else, I'm not entirely certain it's the same case. [All he has to go on here is hearsay, really, and he doesn't think his words will be appreciated, so he follows it up:]

I remember it too. Not every day, but often enough.

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[nukeoleptic]

[ She wonders if it's weird that there's so much distance between her and the others that are left that were corrupted. Or maybe it would be weird if there weren't distance -- that wasn't exactly an experience that built and strengthened bonds, was it? It's still hard not to feel sick just thinking about it. ]

we cant base things off of reputations
satan isnt a shiny red guy with horns and a tail, so hes already bucked that stereotype
loki doesnt exactly have the best reputation, either, but hes not a bad god

if its his fault then it was our fault, too
i really dont want it to be our fault
not when ive finally started believing that it wasnt

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[brainiest]

if anyone comes for you i'll burn their hair off.

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[nukeoleptic]

hermione

[ NO HERMIONE NO WHAT ARE YOU DOING

she is upset and angry right now, she shouldn't be laughing ]

i am trying to make a point D:

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[felttheburn]

Jade they already told you it ain't the same.

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[nukeoleptic]

Maybe it is. Maybe they just caught it earlier for him.

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[secondborn]

We've already punished ourselves enough, Jade, and everyone knows that. They say this time was different. We'll figure out how and make sure it never happens again.

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[nukeoleptic]

but how is it different??
maybe he was doing different things, but maybe thats just because thiazi didnt want it to be obvious
maybe she just wasnt strong enough to do it the same way she did last time

look... i know im overreacting
its just because i think that everyone else is reacting to the wrong thing entirely

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[runtothesunlight]

I don't know your full story, but it sounds like it happened before Asgard became more active in the war. So you may be a murderer, but you're not a traitor.

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[nukeoleptic]

HOW IS BEING A MURDERER ANY BETTER THAN BEING A TRAITOR???

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[selfmadman]

This was a brave thing to do.

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[nukeoleptic]

"stupid"
i think the word you were searching for was "stupid"

everyone thinks im overreacting
myself included
i just
rhhggugh

this is so awful

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[yamagishi]

I wasn’t here when that happened but even still, I don’t think that’s your fault. Especially when you were under the influence and had no real idea of what was going on.

[Of course, Fuuka was always the optimistic and hopeful person]

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[nukeoleptic]

so just like satan D:
we cant assume its any different for him can we

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[afrozendance]

... People are different. You and Sir Satan are different as well, Miss Jade. We should take that in consideration, even with the presence of such corruption.

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[nukeoleptic]

yes, we are different!!! D:
maybe he is a really nice person who got a really shitty name

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[cyan_maid]

[...Had Jane known about that? She's not sure. Too much happens in this place for her to keep up with, sometimes, but she has an inkling that Jade's apparent corruption was before her time.]

What if this Satan fellow is bluffing about the corruption?
If you were corrupted and went and did bad things that were very obvious, why did he do bad things that weren't so obvious?

And no one is putting you in jail while you're under my roof, no matter what happened in the past.

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[nukeoleptic]

its been a long time since i was corrupted
and thiazi wasnt able to use the bracelets to do it again
maybe its just different because of how she did it
:(


and im, um
im going to spend the night at a friends tonight, jane
i promise i wont get arrested

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[samantha_grey]

They're holding him because they don't know what his plans were before he became corrupted. You're no more guilty of what you did than I was when I went insane and attacked Eve.

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[nukeoleptic]

no one knew what my plans were before i was corrupted, either
i should have been treated with the same suspicion

[madcuriosity]

...I don't think it's the same, Miss Jade.

[nukeoleptic]

it is exactly the same!!
how is it different

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[comeonthensexy]

It isn't the same if he wasn't corrupted. Most people agreed that he most likely wasn't, it seems.

Whether that's actually right or not, it still means people think the situations were different. You were not at fault.

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[nukeoleptic]

why are people thinking he wasnt corrupted??
maybe i wasnt corrupted when i started doing bad things!
maybe thats why i got corrupted in the first place!
maybe i am evil and just pulling the wool over everyones eyes!!!!!

why do people forgive and trust me but not him

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[pushesgently]

If you chose to betray us and became corrupted later, I would vote for your death as well.

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[nukeoleptic]

How do you know I didn't choose it before? Everyone seems to be assuming I didn't and that he did.

[digophelia]

You're right, but I rather not see your hurt in the same manner.

[nukeoleptic]

me, either
but i still think its not fair

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[familyissues]

Don't be so selfish as to make this about yourself, Jade. It's not the same thing and you know it.

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[nukeoleptic]

How is this selfish? This happened to me, and now the same thing is happening to him!

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[hollowchild]

Events that have parallels are not identical. If they were, this would all be much simpler.

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[nukeoleptic]

i dont want to talk about it anymore
i dont care
im done

[averagemedium]

We know you, Jade. We knew the people who were corrupted last time and we knew you guys would never have willingly done something like that, it was obvious that it wasn't you.

There are a lot of people making assumptions, yeah, but I haven't seen anyone who actually knows him claim that he wouldn't have done this-- and there have to be people he knows.

[nukeoleptic]

so what if it had been henry
i dont know a lot of people who would jump up as a character witness for him, either
do you think he would work with thiazi to doom us all??????

[tonsofpun]

because we don't know if he's lying or not
I always knew you and Harry weren't

look it's not that this doesn't fucking suck but this guy isn't you
we don't know what he is yet
and for what it's worth I want to find out

[nukeoleptic]

i want to find out too
and idk he might be a giant lying sack of crap

but if he isnt
if hes even a fraction of how scared i was after it happened
if he even feels SORT OF as violated as i did
then its going to really suck that everyone was so suspicion and mean about him

i dont know
i dont want to talk about this anymore