5th Howl | Video (before the funeral event)

[okamichild]

[ Ame is sitting in his bed; he is currently residing over Heimdall Welcome Hall, since Euri left and he preferred to leave because he misses her. ]

Before I came here, I lived in a forest since I was a full wolf then. But I'm not a full wolf, here. And I'm small and I can't hunt and I don't have fur, so it's cold, and ... [ he pauses. It's lonely, too.

As a wolf living in a forest, he can be with animals and it's fine, but in a city it's completely different. He also misses his mother and sister - Ame always thought as a wolf, he really wouldn't miss living a "human life", but in Asgard he is back to live a "human life" again, and it makes him miss what he left behind even more ]

I have to live in a house, and I don't know how to do that. The nug won't even come here. [ yup, Ame kept a nug as a "pet". ANYWAY. He is rambling a bit. What he means to ask is- ]

What do you do when you miss home?

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[failassassin]

I draw, mostly. It helps distract me.

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[okamichild]

Draw what?

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[failassassin]

Pictures. Things that I liked at home, things that I like here, sometimes both.

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[discrepant]

[It was rare for Soushi to take notice of any network messages nowadays, but it was too difficult to fully ignore the one in front of him. He can sympathize with the other boy's feelings whenever it came to his own home. But to be fair, he missed his master far more than his own world. If Asgard was not as dangerous or unstable, then he would not mind living alongside her in the city instead. But for now, he will turn his attentions to the other boy.]

It must be difficult to live alone. I do believe wolves tend to live in packs, do they not? [Realizing what he was saying, he will lower his head.] I apologize if I spoke out of line...

[There will be some time until he does answer his question.]

...whenever I miss my master, I usually...run away from home by running as hard and as fast as I am able to. I simply run and run until my body no longer holds the strength to keep myself awake. [Then he admits.] It isn't the healthiest way to treat my feelings, but it does help. Especially whenever I have restless nights and have no one to confide to over the matter. There is no one in this world that understands this pain... [A pause.] I'm sorry that you feel the same way. It is an emotion I would not wish upon my worst enemy...

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[okamichild]

I never had a pack. [ Ame doesn't really mind what he said ] There was only me and my sister and she didn't want to be a wolf. So I don't what that's like.

... where do you run to? [ Ame runs a lot around the park, but it's different from running when he was a full wolf. ]

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[discrepant]

Ah, I see. You've never lived with another individual like your sister and yourself? How about the fox you once spoke to me about?

[As for his question, Soushi will grow quiet over the matter. It was a good question.]

If it was in the middle of the night, I would run all over Freya, then the park in Baldr, and all over Baldr before returning to Freya all over again. In the daytime, however, I head to the deepest corners of the city, where there are spots of color and not many individuals present. [He will admit, a little bashfully.] ...I do not feel comfortable with other individuals watching me run.

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[runtothesunlight]

When I'm homesick, I listen to music.

[Though 'home' in his case meant the Iwatodai dormitory. A traditional home with family is something he didn't have for a long time.]

What do you like listening to?

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[okamichild]

I don't listen to anything. I don't listen to music. [ neither he has a MP# player or similar to let him listen to music ]

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[runtothesunlight]

[Wow, he's gonna have to give you one.] I see. Read any books?

Voice

[alternia_strength]

I break things. Shatter them, draw more and conjure them with alchemization so I can shatter them again. The process can get a bit messy at times.

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[okamichild]

Is that healthy? breaking things like that? [ it doesn't sound healthy at all ]

What's alchemization?

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[alternia_strength]

Apologies. One day I will remember to call it Drawing Life, as most of you insist. It's a process similar to one am familiar with at home, though with less doodling.

As for healthy? I have received no permanent harm from it.

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[comeonthensexy]

Got any friends?

[Video]

[okamichild]

[ a pause. ]

Some.

[ Ame has people he is friendly with. But he doesn't have anyone to call close friend, no ]

[Video]

[comeonthensexy]

That's what I do. Spend some time with friends.

[Video]

[cyan_maid]

Do you need a coat, Ame?

[She addresses that first because he's gotten sick before, and really, he doesn't need to get sick again.]

I usually bake when I miss home. But I realize that's not a hobby for everyone.

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[okamichild]

A coat? No, I don't.

[ he is fine. ]

Bake cakes?

[emulation]

I dunno. Back when I was in Madame Klein's I'd call my parents, I guess. Or just send them letters. I got postcards and presents from them all the time.

[okamichild]

Madame Klein's? [ what's that? ]

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[izanyagi]

Remember that no matter how far I am, it'll always be close to my heart.

[A small pause, then with a smile.]

...then I go pet Yosuke and Kanji a few cats for good measure.

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[okamichild]

But it's not the same. [ he still misses them. ]

Cats?

[intelligently]

I've been trying to get used to being here.

Do you have warm clothes?

[okamichild]

Do you dislike this place?

Some. People give them to me when they see me, sometimes. [ because Ame is always walking around without shoes and seems cold. ]

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[gymnast]

[ Have a concerned looking Allison. ] There's nothing really specific that I do, but it's also different for me than it is for you. [ She has people from home, after all, that she can turn to when she starts missing home because having them here is like having pieces of home with her all the time. ] If you ever need to talk, though, I'm here. I know we haven't talked in a while and that's my fault, but...

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[okamichild]

Thank you, miss Allison.

How have you been? [ Ame doesn't mind if they haven't spoken in a while. ]