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5th Howl | Video (before the funeral event)

[ Ame is sitting in his bed; he is currently residing over Heimdall Welcome Hall, since Euri left and he preferred to leave because he misses her. ]

Before I came here, I lived in a forest since I was a full wolf then. But I'm not a full wolf, here. And I'm small and I can't hunt and I don't have fur, so it's cold, and ... [ he pauses. It's lonely, too.

As a wolf living in a forest, he can be with animals and it's fine, but in a city it's completely different. He also misses his mother and sister - Ame always thought as a wolf, he really wouldn't miss living a "human life", but in Asgard he is back to live a "human life" again, and it makes him miss what he left behind even more ]

I have to live in a house, and I don't know how to do that. The nug won't even come here. [ yup, Ame kept a nug as a "pet". ANYWAY. He is rambling a bit. What he means to ask is- ]

What do you do when you miss home?

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I draw, mostly. It helps distract me.

Draw what?

[It was rare for Soushi to take notice of any network messages nowadays, but it was too difficult to fully ignore the one in front of him. He can sympathize with the other boy's feelings whenever it came to his own home. But to be fair, he missed his master far more than his own world. If Asgard was not as dangerous or unstable, then he would not mind living alongside her in the city instead. But for now, he will turn his attentions to the other boy.]

It must be difficult to live alone. I do believe wolves tend to live in packs, do they not? [Realizing what he was saying, he will lower his head.] I apologize if I spoke out of line...

[There will be some time until he does answer his question.]

...whenever I miss my master, I usually...run away from home by running as hard and as fast as I am able to. I simply run and run until my body no longer holds the strength to keep myself awake. [Then he admits.] It isn't the healthiest way to treat my feelings, but it does help. Especially whenever I have restless nights and have no one to confide to over the matter. There is no one in this world that understands this pain... [A pause.] I'm sorry that you feel the same way. It is an emotion I would not wish upon my worst enemy...

Pictures. Things that I liked at home, things that I like here, sometimes both.

When I'm homesick, I listen to music.

[Though 'home' in his case meant the Iwatodai dormitory. A traditional home with family is something he didn't have for a long time.]

What do you like listening to?

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Are you good at drawing?n [ Ame sort of sucks ]

I never had a pack. [ Ame doesn't really mind what he said ] There was only me and my sister and she didn't want to be a wolf. So I don't what that's like.

... where do you run to? [ Ame runs a lot around the park, but it's different from running when he was a full wolf. ]

I don't listen to anything. I don't listen to music. [ neither he has a MP# player or similar to let him listen to music ]

I break things. Shatter them, draw more and conjure them with alchemization so I can shatter them again. The process can get a bit messy at times.

Is that healthy? breaking things like that? [ it doesn't sound healthy at all ]

What's alchemization?

Got any friends?

[ a pause. ]

Some.

[ Ame has people he is friendly with. But he doesn't have anyone to call close friend, no ]

Do you need a coat, Ame?

[She addresses that first because he's gotten sick before, and really, he doesn't need to get sick again.]

I usually bake when I miss home. But I realize that's not a hobby for everyone.

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A coat? No, I don't.

[ he is fine. ]

Bake cakes?

I wouldn't say that I'm good, but I certainly enjoy it.

Ah, I see. You've never lived with another individual like your sister and yourself? How about the fox you once spoke to me about?

[As for his question, Soushi will grow quiet over the matter. It was a good question.]

If it was in the middle of the night, I would run all over Freya, then the park in Baldr, and all over Baldr before returning to Freya all over again. In the daytime, however, I head to the deepest corners of the city, where there are spots of color and not many individuals present. [He will admit, a little bashfully.] ...I do not feel comfortable with other individuals watching me run.

Apologies. One day I will remember to call it Drawing Life, as most of you insist. It's a process similar to one am familiar with at home, though with less doodling.

As for healthy? I have received no permanent harm from it.

I dunno. Back when I was in Madame Klein's I'd call my parents, I guess. Or just send them letters. I got postcards and presents from them all the time.

Oh- powers like this were normal in your world? What else could you do?

Hm, I guess. But, what good comes when you break things?

Madame Klein's? [ what's that? ]

I never drew much before. My mom did, but I never tried to draw much on my own.

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Yeah - uh. The name of the school I was in before?

Master was not a werefox [ does that even exist? ] But even if he helped me to understand, I don't think we'd be called a pack. [ a pause, before he speaks softer. Sadder, with a bit of sorrow. ] Master died, too.

Why not? I like to run a lot, I don't mind if anyone sees.

So, you didn't study close to home. [ that happens in Japan too, so it's nothing weird. ]

Would you rather be with your parents, or you didn't mind?

Kind of a tricky question. See - I needed to be away from them, so one day I could back, y'know? 'Cause being possessed means you're dangerous until you get to control your demon-god. So I guess I didn't mind much.

So, uhm. You said you're a wolf?

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