09. Nonus | Video

[5thchild]

[ Kaworu shows up to the network with his familiar smile. What isn’t familiar, it’s his plugsuit and the headset (it’s better than showing up naked). He is currently in front of the castle, which means he is back from his canon update. ]

Hello. I have been in Asgard before, but I’m not sure how long it has been since I left. [ or who is around ] I’m still in Sigyn House and I still have my healing power. [ since he can’t grow anything, by exclusion, he gets the Healing ]

[ there is a pause, as he looks around, perhaps trying to figure out where to go. In the end, he heads towards Odin District, turning to the bracelet one last time and smiling brightly ] It’s good to be back.

[ he does like this place, a lot. And with a smile, he finally turns off the video ]

Comments

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[5thchild]

Perhaps you are right but-

do you want recognition for what, exactly? For something that would hurt others, for something that would hurt you? [ kaworu remembers during the nightmare episode, how Draco got hurt ]

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[wasthemaster]

I suppose that's yet another thing I haven't decided yet. Perhaps both. Depending what would get me further.

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[5thchild]

When will you be satisfied?

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[wasthemaster]

When people will remember me thousands of years later.

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[5thchild]

And if it never happens, will you regret living?

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[wasthemaster]

Depends on what I've done in the meantime.

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[5thchild]

And what you have done so far?

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[wasthemaster]

I helped plot the assassin of my school's headmaster. I've tortured people and held them hostage. Those sort of things.

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[5thchild]

Do you wish to be remembered for those?

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[wasthemaster]

I'm always going to be remembered for them whether I want to be or not. I'm sort of branded for life.

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[5thchild]

And you? Will you remember yourself like that?

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[wasthemaster]

Until I can figure out how to erase my memories, yes.

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[5thchild]

How about making new memories, ones that are more meaningful?

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[wasthemaster]

I'm doing that as well, but I like to think of this as making room.

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[5thchild]

If you believe you were wrong, you can fix it little by little. No sin beyond redemption, Draco.

You may not forget, but you may transform. And you may become more.

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[wasthemaster]

What about the things everyone else won't be able to forget no matter what I transform into?

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[5thchild]

I'm sorry, but while you live, there will always be people who love and people who dislike you. People who believe in you, and people who don't.

It's a matter of who weights more, for you.

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[wasthemaster]

...[He's just going to grumble under his breath.] Oh who the hell asked you anyway. [But it's also a correct statement, and he knows it.]

Right. Well...thanks for that, I suppose.

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[5thchild]

[ kaworu just smiles softly and nods ]