Mako "Nakama" Nakarai (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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asgardeventide2012-11-09 04:45 pm
whatagoodgirl) wrote in asgardeventide2012-11-09 04:45 pm
[video | night 173 downtime]
[It's evening, and Nakama has once again been ordered to sleep. Before she does that, though, she has a few things to say. The Arena is visible behind her, the rows of beds and crowds of healers, and she looks ready to drop off at any moment, but her voice is strong and clear.]
So I realized awhile back... even if we win, this'll be goodbye, won't it? Everyone will be going home.
[She pauses, takes a deep breath, and continues.]
There's something a lot of my friends know, but not all of you do, and I think it's time I told you. In my own world, I was already dead - I had to sacrifice myself to save the planet. So that means when I go home, I'll be returning to nothing. I only say this so you'll understand how important it is that I say what's coming next.
All of you... if I knew you, if we were close, if we exchanged a few words... if you even saw me on the street and smiled at me... you've given me so much more than I could ever hope to put into words. You've completely changed how I see both myself and the world. You've taught me about hope, and friendship, and caring about myself as well as other people. For all of the terrible things that have happened here, this place has been more of a home to me than I could've imagined possible. And for that, I thank every single person in Asgard. I even thank the gods, for bringing me here and letting this happen.
So, I - I guess this is goodbye. [Her eyes finally start to mist over, but she's smiling.] Take care of yourselves, all of you, in your home worlds. I hope that you'll be able to find peace and happiness. And - I know you won't be able to remember me, but just know for now that you changed the life of one person for the better. Whoever you are.
[With that, she curls up on the floor, closes her eyes, and ends the feed.]
((ooc: There will be no replies to the tags on this entry. Nakama has gone to sleep, and she doesn't want to look back on (what she thinks is) her last farewell. But anyone who wants to leave her one "final" message is free to!))
So I realized awhile back... even if we win, this'll be goodbye, won't it? Everyone will be going home.
[She pauses, takes a deep breath, and continues.]
There's something a lot of my friends know, but not all of you do, and I think it's time I told you. In my own world, I was already dead - I had to sacrifice myself to save the planet. So that means when I go home, I'll be returning to nothing. I only say this so you'll understand how important it is that I say what's coming next.
All of you... if I knew you, if we were close, if we exchanged a few words... if you even saw me on the street and smiled at me... you've given me so much more than I could ever hope to put into words. You've completely changed how I see both myself and the world. You've taught me about hope, and friendship, and caring about myself as well as other people. For all of the terrible things that have happened here, this place has been more of a home to me than I could've imagined possible. And for that, I thank every single person in Asgard. I even thank the gods, for bringing me here and letting this happen.
So, I - I guess this is goodbye. [Her eyes finally start to mist over, but she's smiling.] Take care of yourselves, all of you, in your home worlds. I hope that you'll be able to find peace and happiness. And - I know you won't be able to remember me, but just know for now that you changed the life of one person for the better. Whoever you are.
[With that, she curls up on the floor, closes her eyes, and ends the feed.]
((ooc: There will be no replies to the tags on this entry. Nakama has gone to sleep, and she doesn't want to look back on (what she thinks is) her last farewell. But anyone who wants to leave her one "final" message is free to!))
voice;
She just stares at the bracelet for a long time, even after the message is done, as the words repeat through her head again and again. Being dead back home, having no place to return to-- n.. no. No way, that just.. something like that isn't fair, is it?
And despite that she's fairly sure the other girl went to sleep or something, she still can't help but speak up as if she's still listening. ]
Nakama, you can't.. you can't just give up that easily..! You can just go home with someone else, right?! If you can't go back to your other world, go to some other, I mean--
[ She just literally chokes up before she can speak on. Even if they win this war and go home.. She still can't set everything straight? She can't even help someone who was this nice to her..? ]
.. I.. won't forget you, you know?! Even if they force us to, I'll find some way..!