01. Primus | Video

[5thchild]

[Kaworu comes to the screen with a kind and gentle smile.]

Hello. I'm looking for a piano or a violin. I'm not sure where I can find one; not to buy - I simply wish to play for a while.

[and now that is out of the way, he wishes to ask something else]

I do have another question. Are you happy?

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[5thchild]

Weird?

Dating? [ Dating what? ] I'm not sure what that means.

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[occulthymns]

Uh huh, like apologizing all the time. Sometimes he deliberately ignores me, too.

You know, doing certain things exclusively with him, like certain kinds of kissing and touching. And intending to have that sort of intimate relationship for a long time.

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[5thchild]

Shinji-kun has a very frail heart. Unfortunately, he still doesn't know how to heal his wounds.

[ a pause ] I have touched him. [ his hand ] As intimate, you mean romantically? [ he had a similar conversation with Nakama, before ]

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[occulthymns]

Mm, I think I understand what you mean. [Thanks to her last conversation with him.]

Yeah, romantically! Kissing on the mouth is a good example.

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[5thchild]

Eventually, he will learn.

I don't know if I'm capable of feeling romantic love, specifically.

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[occulthymns]

.... [And she's immediately reminded of Vanitas.]

... What? Why do you think that?

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[5thchild]

I do know love seeing that I feel it.

But love is love; I understand Lilim give it several different meanings and definitions. I do not.

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[occulthymns]

So that means you should still be able to feel it, shouldn't you?

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[5thchild]

I feel and am capable of loving.

For me, love is the desire of wanting one to live, even if your own death will follow. The desire for happiness, finding it in another.

I have no need for it to be romantic, friendship, family kind of love. It's just love.

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[occulthymns]

Oh! I think I get what you're saying.

That sounds like a really strong kind of love. Shinji's lucky.

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[5thchild]

Shinji is afraid of it. He is afraid of being loved.

[ though, kaworu will love him regardless of what shinji feels ]

Do you have someone you love?

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[occulthymns]

Is that why he acts so strange....?

Huh? Oh, yeah! My mother and my pet dog, definitely.

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[5thchild]

[he won't say more about shinji]

Are they here?

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[occulthymns]

[She is so curious >:]

Mm, Dog is. My mother isn't.

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[5thchild]

[ too bad :c ]

Do you wish she was?

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[occulthymns]

[r00d Kaworu r00d]

I don't know. She'd probably scare a lot of people.

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[5thchild]

How so?

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[occulthymns]

She's really weird about humans, for one. Most Witches can't stand them, but she... thinks of them as oddities to watch.

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[5thchild]

Oddities...?

And you?

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[occulthymns]

What about me?

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[5thchild]

What do you think of them?

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[occulthymns]

Mm... they're interesting. I like some of them here.

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[5thchild]

What about before coming here? Did you like some of them, too?

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[occulthymns]

I didn't really know any very well.

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[5thchild]

Why not?