Yukari Takeba (
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asgardeventide2012-10-02 10:50 pm
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[The feed opens up with a thud, the thud of someone's fist hitting the wall. And that would be what causes the bracelet activating at the same time.]
...you gotta be -- there's no way... [Some more, louder thuds as said someone goes into an unattractive temper tantrum.] I'll never-- I--
[Another thud and the bracelet deactivates without her having ever known it was on. But just a short while later, Yukari does intentionally make a video post. Because for some reason she feels it's chickening out on a text post. Her expression is cautious, neutral.]
...H-Hey. I know there's always a few of these messages, but... [y'all can suck it up] Minato-kun's gone... again, I guess. [She takes a breath, carefully concealing a catch in her throat.]
I... don't need to hear anyone feel sorry for me, okay? [Wait, why did she even say that? She regrets it immediately; nothing good can come of it. She either looks like a defensive idiot or alienates her friends, and either way looks totally self-obsessed, because obviously not everyone knows that they're -- Whatever. She's just rambling now... better get off this quickly.] I mean... Sorry, it's not that I wouldn't--ya know--appreciate that, but... [She waves a hand.] Just--Just don't want to hear that again. That's it.
[Ooookay. Still kind of a disaster. But that's as good as she can probably do right now, right?
She cuts the feed and then leaves Freya House to go wander the district and make her way gradually around, through Sigyn and back, just walking to cool off.]
...you gotta be -- there's no way... [Some more, louder thuds as said someone goes into an unattractive temper tantrum.] I'll never-- I--
[Another thud and the bracelet deactivates without her having ever known it was on. But just a short while later, Yukari does intentionally make a video post. Because for some reason she feels it's chickening out on a text post. Her expression is cautious, neutral.]
...H-Hey. I know there's always a few of these messages, but... [y'all can suck it up] Minato-kun's gone... again, I guess. [She takes a breath, carefully concealing a catch in her throat.]
I... don't need to hear anyone feel sorry for me, okay? [Wait, why did she even say that? She regrets it immediately; nothing good can come of it. She either looks like a defensive idiot or alienates her friends, and either way looks totally self-obsessed, because obviously not everyone knows that they're -- Whatever. She's just rambling now... better get off this quickly.] I mean... Sorry, it's not that I wouldn't--ya know--appreciate that, but... [She waves a hand.] Just--Just don't want to hear that again. That's it.
[Ooookay. Still kind of a disaster. But that's as good as she can probably do right now, right?
She cuts the feed and then leaves Freya House to go wander the district and make her way gradually around, through Sigyn and back, just walking to cool off.]
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[She went scarlet. Wait, she mentioned the kiss? Oh god.]
Ummm, well... she really pissed me off when we first met. She and I were supposed to fight in a match against another tag team, and we started shouting about my powers as a succubus. She was goading me and telling me to use them on the guy we were fighting...
Soooo... when we ended up fighting each other the next round, I kind of tried to knock her unconscious with a succubus' kiss to make a point. Let's just say she took it personally. It was kind of her first.
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Oh, I -- I totally didn't mean that! [More laughter. She barely ends up hearing the warning about necromancy. But she also forgets about the topic, so, it's a wash. She only really recovers in time to notice Sam blushing and talking about a kiss.]
... Why were you fighting in some kind of tournament anyway? Or, you know... You know what I mean. What kind of tournament--why were you there?
...And did it work? Knocking her unconscious, I mean. Sheesh, her first kiss in a fight, that's gotta be pretty weird.
[just barreling right along here.]
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[She looked uncomfortable. She really did not want to explain that she ended up there because her father literally had her body resurrected off the coast of the island the tournament was held in.]
Yeah. It was a spell I knew. The kiss pretty much knocked her flat on her ass after I ... well kind of confused the hell out of her so that she didn't fight back for a second or two. I wasn't exactly proud of it, but she really pissed me off.
It kind of went downhill from there. We argued a hell of a lot.
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Well, kissing someone in the middle of a fight would definitely confuse the hell out of anyone. Maybe you guys liked each other in that way after all. Maybe not. I guess it doesn't matter much anymore. But it's a pretty good story anyway. If you're about that kind of thing. Which -- I mean, doesn't make up at all for it being such a shitty thing to go through. Yeah.
But we've all got stuff. Yours is way worse but all of it hurts.
...
[She's staring down into her drink now, and says quietly:]
Thanks so much for taking me here, Samantha. This is why I think you're good, really, not cuz you saved someone's life. People who are into saving people's lives or saving the world or whatever kinda creep me out these days. I think they just have a complex and low self-esteem or something if they care more about the world than about their own world -- ya know. Their friends, their girlfriends, everything they wanted in the future. They better have a reason to do something that isn't just "oh, people in the world need help." People in the world need help everywhere. You can't do anything about that. All you can do is help the people you care about. That's the only important part. That's why I ...
[She blinks, apparently losing her place.] Friends, ya know? That's what it's about. So just admit it. [She has half of a wry grin on her face at that.]
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[She nursed at her drink, shaking her head and chuckling a little bit.]
But you're right. I don't see any point in just saving the world to save it. My own could kiss my ass if it weren't for people like Riese. I'd save it for her, even if she and I might end up killing each other one of these days.
For her, I guess... for some of the people I've started caring about here? I could fight. There's a few people I want to protect here, but it's all pretty selfish. Like Eridan. Fuck the giants if they think they're dragging him away before I figure out what's going on in one of these screwed up things I find myself in for once.
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[She stops short and starts drinking. When she finishes, she has moved completely on from that torrent of incoherence.]
... So who are the other few people?
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[She took a swig and noticed the bottle emptied faster than expected and gave it an offended, considering look.]
So what shouldn't folks think, mmm?
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[She shakes her head.] I don't really remember... I think it was that ... people should stop thinking about what you should do, and even stop thinking about what you'd do if you were actually them. But just think more about whether there's a reason they do do what they do because they are them. You know?
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Believe it or not, I kind of appreciate that there's a few people out there like that.
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...Like what?
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On a whim...]
We could try dancing! It is a night club after all...
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...What the hell, why not?
[yeah she's not a dance party girl either BUT there's a first time for everything...]
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Got a feeling I'm going to make a fool out of myself with this idea.
sorry for slowness...
No worries, figured something had come up
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