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[To be completely honest, Rin doesn't want to do this. He doesn't want to come out and talk about what happened, but that stupid ass troll made a point. His friends won't know if he's okay if he doesn't say anything. Sheimi and Yukio are probably worried sick about him]

I know some of you might hate me, but I just wanted to say I'm sorry. For everything. And that I'm okay and that I'm not hurt or anything anymore. If you don't wanna talk to me again, I'll understand. But I'm alive and I'm sorry if my death upset anyone.

Private to Karkat

There. I hope you're happy.

/end private

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[It's true. This is why he has such a hard time making friends. So much betrayal.]

You being a demon was kind of unexpected too, I guess. It feels like I'm seeing another side of you for the first time as well.

Things just turned out that way.

...

Of course I do. I became a terrorist for that reason. They already told me about the risks, but I'd do anything to protect Inori.

Its not everday that you see a demon. I don't tell everyone for a reason. Most people freak out when they hear what I am. Good. Then I guess we can still be friends.

[He just nods.]

I can sort of get that. I mean. If I went around telling everyone I was a terrorist no one would trust me. Even though I say that I still feel guilty for hiding it all the time. It can't be helped, I guess.

That makes me happy.

[Then he smiles for a few seconds before returning back to his usual passive expression.]

[He nods agreeing]

Its not that I didn't trust you guys. It was more that I was scared and afraid. I guess it was trust too. But I believe in everyone now. I have to if I'm going to last here.

I'm glad. I'm glad that we can still be friends.

It's normal to be afraid. Even scared.

You should stay closer to everyone because we're friends.

Yeah. I see that now.

That's what I was hopin for, that people would still wanna be around me. Even if they didn't I still would wanna be their friend. [He's just like that and wants to be friends with everyone regardless of whether they like him or not] I just wanna prove to everyone that I'm still me.

Edited 2012-04-13 02:36 (UTC)

You're the same person.

Everything up until now.

Everything up until now hasn't been a lie and besides. I don't think you have to prove it to get people to believe you.

Shu...

[He chuckles, closing his eyes and sighing]

I guess I don't. I did before, and I thought I'd have to do that again. But its good to know that I don't have to do that with people.

Well.

Things are different now.

You don't have to worry about it, much.

Yeah, I can see that now. Guess I worried too much about nothin, huh?

I feel kinda stupid about it now.

It wasn't for nothing.

You aren't stupid.

[Rin gives him a look, like really bro. Even he knows he's stupid]

Most people would probably disagree with you about that. But thanks for bein' a nice guy, Shu.

Disagree? How come?

[A short pause.]

You aren't stupid because I am.

Because, I'm not smart.

You're not stupid. [Not my Rin's definition know, at least you know how to spell and read like your age. Rin is lucky he can read half the text messages people send him]

What do you think it means to be smart?

Do you know?

Of course I know what it means. I'm not that dumb.

But earlier you said you felt stupid.

Did you lie?

No. I did feel stupid. Still do.

You'll be okay.

Just stay with us from now on, I guess and you aren't stupid.

I know, I know. With 'us'?

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