4th flame; text

[demonical]

[To be completely honest, Rin doesn't want to do this. He doesn't want to come out and talk about what happened, but that stupid ass troll made a point. His friends won't know if he's okay if he doesn't say anything. Sheimi and Yukio are probably worried sick about him]

I know some of you might hate me, but I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

For everything.

And that I'm okay and that I'm not hurt or anything anymore.

If you don't wanna talk to me again, I'll understand. But I'm alive and I'm sorry if my death upset anyone.


Private to Karkat

There.  I hope you're happy.

/end private

Comments

video;

[departing]

It's normal to be afraid. Even scared.

You should stay closer to everyone because we're friends.

video;

[demonical]

Yeah. I see that now.

That's what I was hopin for, that people would still wanna be around me. Even if they didn't I still would wanna be their friend. [He's just like that and wants to be friends with everyone regardless of whether they like him or not] I just wanna prove to everyone that I'm still me.

video;

[departing]

You're the same person.

Everything up until now.

Everything up until now hasn't been a lie and besides. I don't think you have to prove it to get people to believe you.

video; 1/2

[demonical]

Shu...

video;

[demonical]

[He chuckles, closing his eyes and sighing]

I guess I don't. I did before, and I thought I'd have to do that again. But its good to know that I don't have to do that with people.

video;

[departing]

Well.

Things are different now.

You don't have to worry about it, much.

video;

[demonical]

Yeah, I can see that now. Guess I worried too much about nothin, huh?

I feel kinda stupid about it now.

video;

[departing]

It wasn't for nothing.

You aren't stupid.

video; 1/2

[demonical]

[Rin gives him a look, like really bro. Even he knows he's stupid]

video; done

[demonical]

Most people would probably disagree with you about that. But thanks for bein' a nice guy, Shu.

video oh god oh man why

[departing]

Disagree? How come?

[A short pause.]

You aren't stupid because I am.

video screams nami

[demonical]

Because, I'm not smart.

You're not stupid. [Not my Rin's definition know, at least you know how to spell and read like your age. Rin is lucky he can read half the text messages people send him]

screams kirsche

[departing]

What do you think it means to be smart?

Do you know?

idek anymore

[demonical]

Of course I know what it means. I'm not that dumb.

[departing]

But earlier you said you felt stupid.

Did you lie?

[demonical]

No. I did feel stupid. Still do.

[departing]

You'll be okay.

Just stay with us from now on, I guess and you aren't stupid.

[demonical]

I know, I know. With 'us'?