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[intelligently]

So I woke up this morning and started to feel pretty uncomfortable in my god house. It's starting to get to the point now where I don't feel like I should be here.

( Except this is her house, right? Wrong. Lydia's new memories from home have resulted in her changing houses - from Odin to Hel, and she doesn't know it, or that it can happen )

So for anyone that's actually left here, has anyone felt unwanted in their home? Their house here, not in your world. I know it happens when you visit another house but this is my house.

Or is everything just getting messed up the more the war goes on?

( Thiazi's getting stronger and some guy's soul has been stolen. That's pretty messed up )

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[bloodypocket]

Most likely. [If what he has heard from other people is any indication.]

But no, I have never changed houses. Freyr has been my patron from the very first day, but truth be told I doubted my placement there for a long time.

[intelligently]

What made you doubt it? Where did you think you'd fit better?

[bloodypocket]

... Perhaps I didn't know myself as well as I thought I did, but more likely it was an inability to understand at the time. I may have been more-suited for Hel.

[intelligently]

Because of something that's happened to you? That feels like a sad choice.

[bloodypocket]

Perhaps it is. But I don't question that placement as much as I once did anymore.

[intelligently]

You learned more about yourself by being in your house, then. Have you figured out what put you in it?

[bloodypocket]

One could argue that I share more in common with my patron than music. Or so says his sister and a few others.

[intelligently]

If a god said it that could be a sign, especially if people agree.

I know why I was in Odin's house before, and that hasn't changed but obviously what made me move was stronger than that.

[bloodypocket]

Perhaps so. Had it been only a few days sooner, I would have been in another house entirely. Several months, and it might have been another. Experience changes us and can happen in the blink of an eye.

[intelligently]

But how big would the change have to be for it to change you?

[bloodypocket]

You can't think of any events that would warrant a drastic change in how a person thinks?

[intelligently]

It would be different for everyone. Something that might drastically affect one person wouldn't be the same for someone else.

( Some people could brush off death experiences and some wouldn't so easily. Terrible example but it was the first that had come to her mind )

[bloodypocket]

So it would be. But it happened, and it determined the outcome of where I was placed when I arrived.

[Even if he weren't such a private person, he wouldn't be keen on sharing what it was that so changed his outlook.]

[intelligently]

I've always known that things affect us and can make us different people but until the god houses really showed that it didn't make it seem as big. It felt more normal rather than a big point.

[bloodypocket]

Perhaps, but as they say who can really determine what the standards of normalcy are?