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[truesight]

For anyone that might be wondering, Stiles Stilinski was sent home. He wasn't here when I woke up, and his name isn't on the communicator list anymore. That's what that means, right? He's gone.

And he left notes for a few people, I'm sure you know who you are. You can come pick them up at the house if you want. They're on the kitchen table. Or I can bring them to you tomorrow. Or in a few days, maybe. I'm not sure. Hale's with me, he's safe. His dragon, I mean, Derek hasn't come back or anything. Um. [ it's probably obvious now that someone's using voice to text, because she's kind of curled up in bed and doesn't feel like moving, at all. but. oh well. ] I'm not sure what else to say. [ which is why the feed ends there. but first- ]

[ private to Scott McCall ]
I don't even know what to say. Or what to do. This doesn't feel real. Which sounds dumb, but I keep expecting him to come running back home any second now. It hasn't even been a full day but I can't stand it, I can't deal with this. And I can't even imagine how you feel. What do we even do?


[ ooc; open for action, kind of? if anybody wants to deal with a seriously mopeymiserable Rachel Elizabeth Dare, and Hale. ;; ]

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[Voice]

[truesight]

Maybe. [ she doesn't sound like she's crying, at least, but her voice is a little rough ] But I don't know if I would want that. If he comes back and he doesn't remember... I don't know, I don't think I could handle that any better than him leaving. [ she huffs ] It's not cool how this place still manages to catch me off guard sometimes. You'd think we would get used to it after a while.

[Voice]

[madcuriosity]

It doesn't though. Not ever. Not even once. [Alice is completely able to understand, Rachel.]

But... I think, even if he didn't remember if he came back, that doesn't mean it can't happen all over again. It may just take some time, but... I think it's possible.

You have to believe it's possible, or it's giving up hope completely on what you had to begin with.

[Voice]

[truesight]

[ that makes her really think about it for a second, logically, not emotionally ]

I'd do anything to win him back. Of course I would, even if he couldn't remember me. [ but then she's thinking of what he's going home to, who he's going home to. ] So... Yes, I also believe it's possible. But it's also possible that he'd be freaked out by some girl he doesn't remember knowing too much about him, too. There's so many things to consider there, too many possibilities of differences and change. It's impossible to tell.

[Voice]

[madcuriosity]

If he got brought back and didn't remember anything, it's Stiles, he'll be much more freaked out by everything else first. Besides, those who have left and come back before often seem to accept that people knew them.

You have to have a little bit of hope, Miss Elizabeth.

[truesight]

[ she manages a little laugh ] True.

Maybe soon I'll get my hopes up, but right now I just can't. I haven't even read the letter he left me yet.

[madcuriosity]

It may be best to do that, then. Perhaps that will raise your spirits. Though I suggest that you have something to cuddle when you read it. Those can be incredibly difficult.