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[truesight]

For anyone that might be wondering, Stiles Stilinski was sent home. He wasn't here when I woke up, and his name isn't on the communicator list anymore. That's what that means, right? He's gone.

And he left notes for a few people, I'm sure you know who you are. You can come pick them up at the house if you want. They're on the kitchen table. Or I can bring them to you tomorrow. Or in a few days, maybe. I'm not sure. Hale's with me, he's safe. His dragon, I mean, Derek hasn't come back or anything. Um. [ it's probably obvious now that someone's using voice to text, because she's kind of curled up in bed and doesn't feel like moving, at all. but. oh well. ] I'm not sure what else to say. [ which is why the feed ends there. but first- ]

[ private to Scott McCall ]
I don't even know what to say. Or what to do. This doesn't feel real. Which sounds dumb, but I keep expecting him to come running back home any second now. It hasn't even been a full day but I can't stand it, I can't deal with this. And I can't even imagine how you feel. What do we even do?


[ ooc; open for action, kind of? if anybody wants to deal with a seriously mopeymiserable Rachel Elizabeth Dare, and Hale. ;; ]

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[mccallmemaybe]

He didn't leave because he wanted to, you know that. He wouldn't leave either of us voluntarily.

Before you got here, he got sent home more than once and came back. He could come back any day now.

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[truesight]

I know. I know, I know. I don't know why my brain and my everything else aren't connecting right now, but it's making everything hurt more than it probably should. I don't know. We made so many stupid promises to each other and now they all just hurt. And Hale won't stop whining and I know it's because I created him with Stiles in mind and now he's gone so he doesn't know what to do either and I feel awful for it. I didn't think they would ever get split up.

But do you think he'll be the same?

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[mccallmemaybe]

I don't know. I want him to be the same but I don't know if he will be.

I'm sorry. Is there anything I can do for you? Take Hale for a while if you can't handle him right now? Tell me how I can help.

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[truesight]

I don't even know. I'm just being difficult and babbling so I'm sorry for that. I probably should have waited a few days before texting you, I'm just being a huge downer and I know it and I hate it but I can't really help it. What's lower than ice cream and sad music status? Because that's where I'm at right now. It's not pretty.

Hale's actually being kind of clingy, but I don't hate it, so not just yet. But whenever I go back to work, he'll probably want to hang out. Would you mind letting him hang out at the pet shop when you when I'm at the Highwind? We learned the hard way he can't handle being around that much food without trying to eat it all.

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[mccallmemaybe]

It's fine. Babble all you want if it'll make you feel better. Or be as sad as you want, you have every right to be. But you're not alone, no matter how much you might feel like you are.

Hale's welcome to hang out at the pet store.

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[truesight]

I don't really know how I feel right now. Kind of a whole mess of things.

Thank you, thank you, thank you, Scott. Really.

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[mccallmemaybe]

You're practically pack. Pack takes care of each other.

Did Stiles leave me a note?

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[truesight]

Pack. I like that. Stiles talks a lot about me being pack, but I thought he was just being Stiles. Biased, you know. So that means a lot.

Yeah, he did.

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[mccallmemaybe]

He probably was biased but I'm not.

I'll pick it up later... That house is so big, maybe you should think about staying somewhere else? Jo's got plenty of rooms at the Roadhouse, that's where I'm staying.