5th Memory [Text]

[in_loveless_memory]

[He doesn't want to talk to anyone. He doesn't want to see anyone at the moment either. His brother is gone, his other best friend is gone... Soubi is gone. While he knows he'll see Youji again when he gets home... however long... But Soubi and Seimei? He doesn't know. Like so much in his life, he doesn't know if he'll see them again.]

How often do people return after they leave? Is there... some sort of rate of possibility?

[Because if he can have it in numbers, have it in some sort of concrete fact, he can rationalize it better. He can handle the possibility of percentage about seeing his brother again. At home he has no idea when he might see Seimei again, but here, here couldn't there just be something... concrete?

He knew there wasn't. He knew that it was as unpredictable as anything else.

He was just in denial, it was something he was good at.]

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[hadbadays]

I know. But you might want to anyway.

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[in_loveless_memory]

What I want is very rarely what ever actually happens.

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[hadbadays]

I think in this case it's rather all up to you.

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[in_loveless_memory]

[Half the shit that happens to him is not "up to him." He didn't choose any of it. He doesn't say that though. All that statement John made is a platitude and he hates it.]

Sure. I think we're done here.

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[hadbadays]

[ True in this case, though. All Ritsuka needs to do is, you know. Talk. ]

All right, then.