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10. Decimus | Audio

Many try to look at smaller and smaller things, such as microorganisms, cells, atoms. Many also try to look further and further away, into the dark sky, the stars and the planets. And they also try to look back in time, when there was nothing, when you were still growing.

Maybe most have forgotten to look at something that is neither the smallest nor the largest, it's here and existing now. Yourself.

If you could stand outside yourself, be it from the past or the present, would you even recognize yourself, and if you did, would you know yourself? What would you say to yourself? What would you learn from yourself? What would you really like to see?

[ and if people don't wish to engage in a philosophical question, Kaworu has another one much simpler ]

I'm also looking for different tea blends. What would it be your favorite?

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Because you are afraid they might prefer the future "you".

I guess so.

And yet you like yourself the way you are right now.

I do, but I know that back home I don't think I am this person. Otherwise things would be different here.

Don't you think that, if you are happy with the way you are, the people who love you would be too?

I know that they're okay with me how i am. I just also think that it would be different and easier for them if i was how I am there.

But perhaps not for yourself.

Doesn't that matter?

I think things are already difficult here. I don't think there's a right answer, but I know that it could be easier.

And yet, I do hope the current situation will become easier for you.

I hope so too. What about you? Did you ask this for a specific reason?

No, not really. I'm mostly curious and trying to learn.

Well, either way, thanks for talking that out with me a bit. I appreciated it.

It's not a problem. I'm glad I could help somehow.

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