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[Nanako looks a bit concerned today. Her sunny smile is dampened by the worry in her expression, but she does her best to sound chipper.]

Good afternoon, everyone.

I wanted to say thank you, to those who helped me when I first got here, and... I think I might've grown a bit, since I've come here. Of course, there have been disappointments and some difficult times, but I've also made friends, and I'm a little bit closer to becoming an adult, or so I'd like to think. It's not home, but little by little, I'm starting to adjust. So, thank you all!

[She breaks off, eyes darting away to avoid looking into the camera, fingers reaching down to toy with the hem of her dress, as if anxious.]

As for the purpose of this... Well, I know it isn't any of my business, and I might across as meddling, or dumb, but... If you could hear me out? I admit I haven't been paying very close attention, so I don't know very much about this place, still. But just from what I've heard and seen, it's not as peaceful as back home. There seems to be people who are troubled, people for whom something may be very wrong.

I'm just...a bit worried. Even though I know you may not want me to worry, if there's anything you'd like to say, or someone you might need for company or support, um... I'll try my best! I'll try my best, if anyone needs me! I live in Freya, and you can always contact me with the bracelet.

[She gives a little smile and a half-hearted wave, and the feed ends.]

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[ Nina smiles softly at Nanako's post. What a caring, compassionate girl. ]

That's kind of you to offer encouragement to others. I'm sure everyone appreciates it.

I'm Nina, and I live in Heimdall. It's nice to meet you.

It's nice to meet you, too. I'm Misonoo Nanako, and I'm in Freya.

[Wait, she just said that. Good job looking responsible in front of strangers.]

I, er... I suppose you already know that...

That's okay!

[ There's a slight pause as Nina realizes that Nanako didn't reply with a filtered response. And she already gave her name... What should she do? ]

Ah, could you please do me a favor and respond with a filter? You can do it by selecting my name on the list of Travelers.

Ah... alright, there.

[A filter? But why...? Nevertheless, she picks out Nina's name among the rest and selects it, as asked.]

It's fine now, Fortner-san.

Thank you!

I'm sorry about that. My request must seem strange.

[ Time to give her standard excuse. ]

I'm testing an experiment. I know it may be overly cautious, but I want to see if the gods can access our filtered responses on the network.

No... It's fine. I understand. So far, they don't seem very kind to me, either.

[But is such secrecy really necessary? It's just an innocent conversation.]

[ Nina nods, her grin weakening. ]

Unfortunately, from what I've seen, they aren't.

[ A pause, before a change to a less solemn topic of conversation. ]

I'm glad to hear that you're settling in well.

It's not quite home, but I'm doing well. I'm working, now, and I'm living on my own... I've never done those things before, but everyone is making me feel welcome.

I'm happy to hear that you're making friends.

And that must be exciting. Where do you work?

I'm a hostess at the Lux, right now. Liebert-san was kind enough to recommend me. I also talked with Watson-san and Holmes-san about becoming their housekeeper.

It may seem like a lot, but I think it's good to be occupied, rather than just moping or being homesick.

[ For a few seconds, there are traces of visible tension and concern on Nina's expression before she quickly reverts to her normally cheerful demeanor.

Nanako is employed at the Lux? And she's met Johan? Why would he recommend her?

~~And why is her brother so popular, ugh...~~

Apparently, Johan hasn't mentioned that they're siblings. What's the best way to handle this? ...First, she should probably give a (hopefully believable) explanation for her odd reaction. ]

It's good to be productive, but that does sound like a lot. Please don't overwork yourself.

[...? The confusion on her face quickly fades, as she shakes her head in response.]

I'll be fine! I'm good at enduring things. I've faced worse, so it's not so bad, really. At least I don't have schoolwork, in addition to everything else!

Some people may see it as an intrusion, but I think it's really kind of you.

[Congrats! You earned the just-met smile from Nakama.]

No, I don't think it's really kindness. I think it's a responsibility, or at least it should be.

Setting examples for others, or trying to help...Those things ought to be everyone's duty. So I'd like to help.

[Oh my god, you just became her new best friend.]

I totally agree. Completely. But very few people are willing to take up that duty. The easy thing usually wins out over the right thing.

You may be right, but...

If you bother people over it, I don't think think that would convince them. On the contrary, they may get mad, or do the opposite of what you'd want them to do. ...Even though it's not right.

I know that all too well. [A heavy sigh.] I spent most of my life trying to convince people to do the right thing, but... I'm trying to let go now. To just appreciate the people who do care, and let the others live how they like.

Hey... [She doesn't like how weary she looks, all of the sudden.]

I know we just met but, but cheer up? Some people...you may not be able to help them, but you can always try. I know...if I didn't try, then nothing would ever change. And more than anything, I want things to change for the better.

[She manages a small, weak smile.]

Maybe I just need to change my approach. I was always called bossy and boring in school because I tried to get people to follow the rules. Maybe if I just did it a different way...

Maybe being forceful, as tempting as it is...no matter what, it just won't work the way you want.

In that case, I'm sure there can always be something else you can try.

You're right. I shouldn't just give up. If I can help someone learn the value of responsibility through friendly advice instead of just bossing... it's worth it.

Good luck! If you just give up nothing will change. Even if it's painful, even if it really hurts...I want to believe everything will turn out alright, if you try hard enough.

It is hard. I always seem to see the worst in everything. I've been working on it, but... it's so much easier to see how things could go wrong than to hope for them to go right.

...I know. I know there are people like that, friends who are precious to me, who think like that. Who would prefer to stay in darkness, who can't just try and make things better. ...Not eating, barely sleeping, staying all by themselves. And other girls think it looks cool, at first, but it's not! It's awful! I just want to help, and...they won't let me.

I don't know how someone can just...give in like that. But...I want to try anyway. Is that so bad?

[She's startled by the speech, but also deeply sympathetic. She's discovered an intense protective streak since making friends, and she can't imagine watching a friend decline like that.]

I'm sorry. It's not bad at all. I think it's really admirable.

No, I'm the one who should apologize for snapping. I suppose, I just lost my patience, and... [She shakes her head, breaking off.]

I can't force anyone to think or feel the way I want, but there's more than just the worst of everything. There's definitely more! There has to be more than just sadness.

It's hard to see sometimes, but it's true. Weirdly enough, this place has taught me that.

[he looks just a little curious here]

So is this like therapy?

No, no, not at all like therapy. I'm not a doctor, or a therapist, or anything like that. Just...if anyone needs someone to talk to, I'm here.

That's...all I wanted to say. I didn't mean for it to sound like you had to.

I'm not offended or whatever, it was just a question.

It's good for people to do what they can to pitch in in this situation. Share the load and all that. As long as they don't get in over their head.

It's not a bad idea. I've heard of something like this for heroes of war where I come from.

I don't know about heroes of war, but at my old school, it's considered "unladylike" to show your troubles. You were supposed to endure, and then things would get better...

But even if it's something you'd rather not see, or you wish wasn't there... You can't just keep it all inside! It's not healthy; it only hurts you.

That is a kind offer. It's surprising how much listening can help with people's troubles.

Even if it's just a bit, I hope listening to someone's troubles can help. Even if I can't do anything else to help, even if I can't take action... Listening alone could at least be of some relief, right?

It can be a lot of relief. I have seen listening help men many would believe had no hope.

Thank you. Sometimes I feel like I can't do much of anything, so it's a relief to hear that.

Even just the smallest gesture can mean so much. Even if it's just a smile...that's all someone really ought to need to be happy.

I don't need any help like that, but it's very nice of you to ask, Nanako-san!

It's no trouble. You don't have to take me up on the offer if you don't want to, but it still stands, just in case.

Okay. I'll definitely keep it in mind.

But you have to promise that you'll do the same with me if you need help!

Mm, it's a promise! Just don't forget, alright?

Yosh! I definitely won't forget!

[ ah. this message. ]

... I think this is very kind of you. And I'm sure... I'm sure that everyone who listened to this message must feel very cheered up.

[ and in truth, it really does make her feel so, so happy. that people were reaching out to each other like this. and... it makes her wish she could do more. so much more. ]

You think so? I can't be the only one who thinks that way, though! I'm sure there are dozens of others who've come before me, so I'm not doing anything particularly special.

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