4th flame; text

[demonical]

[To be completely honest, Rin doesn't want to do this. He doesn't want to come out and talk about what happened, but that stupid ass troll made a point. His friends won't know if he's okay if he doesn't say anything. Sheimi and Yukio are probably worried sick about him]

I know some of you might hate me, but I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

For everything.

And that I'm okay and that I'm not hurt or anything anymore.

If you don't wanna talk to me again, I'll understand. But I'm alive and I'm sorry if my death upset anyone.


Private to Karkat

There.  I hope you're happy.

/end private

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voice;

[demonical]

Yeah, friends. [He side eyes for a moment before he sighs. Right, of course. Why'd he assumed that they'd ever be considered friends] Alright, that's your choice.

[People keep asking him that. And he thinks, maybe just maybe, that Karkat was right all along. That things are different here. That he doesn't have to fear being a monster or being some beast that can kill people, because to the people of Asgard it shouldn't matter if he's a demon, right? Or maybe it does, and they just don't care. But Rin is starting to get some comfort at the idea that people may see things differently here. Maybe, just maybe, he can get back to a normal life here.]

When my friends found out before, most of them ignored me or didn't want anything to do with me. The only one who didn't stop talking to me was my brother.

Not that I can't blame them. [He laughs sadly, almost dejected] I mean I did lie to everyone, right? [And no, his voice didn't just crack at the end of his sentence, nope you're hearing things Yozora]

voice;

[playerkills]

For a reason. [ a beat ] But I'd be mad if you kept it a secret longer than that.

[ Wouldn't that make her a hypocrite, then? Yozora thinks about what she's been keeping a secret from Kodaka. Will he be mad if she found out somehow, too? These are two completely different cases, though. For Rin, it's more painful than that. Someone who betrayed and was betrayed. She can't seem to figure out who's the one at fault here. ]

However...

If they start treating you differently after finding out who you really are, strip them of that title right now. I'll curse them! Shame on them for caring for an illusion. They're no better than fools! A friend is supposed to accept who you are, no matter what! So what if you're a monster or a demon? That's not your fault! Betrayal over something so trivial... That's not what a friend does!

voice; 1/3

[demonical]

[Rin laughs sadly. Why is everyone being so nice to him? He doesn't get it. It makes no sense to him.

To be honest, he feels like most people would just cry at this point. But he's not that type of man, and he wouldn't do that in front of her. In fact he makes a vow not to, since he's Rin Okumura and he doesn't cry. But it still doesn't change the fact that he's strangely touched by all this.]

Do I even have that right of stripping them of that?

You can't curse people that aren't all here. Stupid brat.

Re: voice;

[demonical]

[He's reminded then of words he heard before, from another girl very similar to her

`That's all there is to it, so there really is no need to idiotically make a mountain out of a mole hill`

Izumo, wonder what she's up to now]

voice; done

[demonical]

[So rather then chastize her in return, he'll just smile. Or well you can hear the smile in his voice]

You're really wierd, ya know.

But still, thanks. For bein' nice and for bein' a 'friend'.

voice;

[playerkills]

I didn't--!

[ Beng nice to him didn't cross her mind at first - she was merely telling him what she believed in. Come to think of it, Rin was somewhat like Kodaka. Both of them were feared, misjudged, and often ostracized for what they were. Seeing the Kodaka in Rin, Yozora was moved by his story and perhaps it is because of this that she speaks her mind in this way - a rare event to those that know her well.

Friends shouldn't betray each other. Yozora denies Rin's friendship for now, but let it be known that even at this point, she's already decided that she won't ever betray him. ]

Call it whatever you want, I guess. ... You're... w, wel... welcome.

voice;

[demonical]

Ya know, I think I get you a little better now, Yozora. You may not be a stupid brat afterall.

I am sorry, for dyin'. I'll try not to do it again.

voice;

[playerkills]

[ no don't say embarrassing things ugh!! ]

You better not die. [ ends feed ]

voice;

[demonical]

[Woooooow okay, nevermind. FINE THEN YOZORA JUST RUIN THE HAPPY MOMENT FOR THE BOTH OF THEM. GOSH. Stupid brat, he's never complimenting you ever again. Fuck yo friendship]