Shiage Hamazura (
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Chapter 03 - [Video/Action for Heimdall]
[So if you've been looking for Shiage today, he hasn't been out and about much. In fact, it looks like he's holed himself up in his (completely cleaned up) room. And what has he been doing all of this time? It looks like he's been playing video games. Dating sims, in fact. There's nothing harmless about this, right?
Obviously... When you've had your kokoro crushed, the most rational option is to close it off and dive into a place where you think everything is sunshine and rainbows. There's going to be a "Kyaaaaa!" and a "BAD COMMUNICATION" from the TV and Shiage mumbles something under his breath before he speaks more clearly.]
... Dammiiiiiit! If I only I had built up more affections points on Day 3, then maybe I could've tried jumping for Sakura-chan's route! Ahhh, but I can't resist the Class President's charms either! I really wanna clear her route too... Man, there's a lot of cuties in this game! [He still looks like ridiculously happy, though. Can't say it's the "healthy and normal" happy.]
But isn't that festival coming up soon? Heh heh heh~ Maybe I could rebound for the super moe Kisarag--Um, Sakura-chan before then! That could work out as long as I work hard enough. After I clear this game, what should I play next? Maybe I could go for an RPG! Whatever. I've got all the time in the world 'til my soul burns out!
... [A beat.] 'Least nothin' can you hurt you when you're in the 2D world.
[Yeah, something sounded off about that last line there. Guess who became a gamer NEET overnight.]
Obviously... When you've had your kokoro crushed, the most rational option is to close it off and dive into a place where you think everything is sunshine and rainbows. There's going to be a "Kyaaaaa!" and a "BAD COMMUNICATION" from the TV and Shiage mumbles something under his breath before he speaks more clearly.]
... Dammiiiiiit! If I only I had built up more affections points on Day 3, then maybe I could've tried jumping for Sakura-chan's route! Ahhh, but I can't resist the Class President's charms either! I really wanna clear her route too... Man, there's a lot of cuties in this game! [He still looks like ridiculously happy, though. Can't say it's the "healthy and normal" happy.]
But isn't that festival coming up soon? Heh heh heh~ Maybe I could rebound for the super moe Kisarag--Um, Sakura-chan before then! That could work out as long as I work hard enough. After I clear this game, what should I play next? Maybe I could go for an RPG! Whatever. I've got all the time in the world 'til my soul burns out!
... [A beat.] 'Least nothin' can you hurt you when you're in the 2D world.
[Yeah, something sounded off about that last line there. Guess who became a gamer NEET overnight.]
threadjack #1 voice; private filter to shiage
[He sounds like his usual polite self, but there's a not so happy expression on his face which Shiage thankfully cannot see. His gaze would've made him more uneasy. However, his tone of voice turns a bit dangerous when he begins to speak again:]
Your role as being Ririchiyo-sama's protector, dog, and servant is now over. I do not mind your relationship with her or her nickname towards you. [Actually no, he does mind, but his feelings do not matter to him. His job, however, does.] But I do not wish for someone else to do anything else for her. I am more than just her SS agent. I am her faithful dog. Her true faithful companion. I will not share my only joy of serving her to anyone else.
Maybe if I need you to watch her in the distant future, then I would allow you to take care of her in my absense. But nothing beyond it. Do you understand?
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Maybe he could just stay as Friend #1, #2, #3... Any kind of number, but he wouldn't feel that honored role anymore. Considering that fact that she believed in him... That gave him strength.
So that was the final straw. He already lost the girl he liked, so he didn't want to lose his indebted role to Ririchiyo either. Shiage has lost far too much to give up. That's why he decided to stand up against her "true loyal dog". ]
--Wait a second! Fuck that! It's not your place to make choices like this! If Shirakiin wants me to go away, then I'll gladly bow out! Isn't she the one who supposed to decide this!? I'm not gonna keel over because you said so! I've already lost a lot of precious things, so that's why I don't want you to take this role away from me!
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I am sorry to be rude. I am not normally like this, but I doubt every meaning behind your words. You do not know the true meaning of losing everything. Because someone who truely has lost everything has no will to live on. From observing you, it seems you still have the will to live. At least, you had the honor to call something as "precious".
[In other words, Soushi has tactfully admitted to never having anything precious and will to live for himself whatsoever.]
Ririchiyo-sama made a contract with me, one that will be in effect for many years to come. Even after our deaths. So it's actually the other way around, isn't it? You are the one who's trying to steal another person's place...and reason to live. I only live to serve Ririchiyo-sama. The day I cannot be her hands and feet is the day I will part from this world. I do not care about your feelings. I do not care about your relationship with her, but when it comes to interfering with another man's work, life, and only reason to live is a different matter. It is not trivial.
Do you understand what I am trying to say? Are you willing to take another person's life just like that? Because unlike you -- Ririchiyo-sama is the only thing I have. She is my first and only person that is precious to me.
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Honestly, he knew that this wouldn't had lasted long... But he still enjoyed playing the role. In the end, he was just playing with someone else's toy and it was time for him to give it back.
He didn't even know things were that serious. Shiage has taken lives before, but nothing like this. In the end, he was looking like the villain here. After a second, he'll take a long sigh.]
I didn't know things were like that. I thought it was like a typical job like a butler or a housemaid. Listen... If that's how things are, then I'll give you your life back. It wasn't mine to begin with, so it's only fair. But don't think that I won't come to her aid whenever she's in trouble. It's not my style to just leave someone hanging when they're in danger. You can hold that against me all you want, but I'm her friend and I'm gonna protect her too.
... [However, there was still something about his words that really bothered him.] But now, I'm getting pissed off for a new reason.
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[He takes his role very seriously to the point of fixing his entire lifestyle to suit Ririchiyo-sama's tastes. His job is to always satisfy his master -- there is no out of duty in his vocabulary.]
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Thank you. I will keep it in mind as a future reference. Ririchiyo-sama and I do not have the finances from our world to take care of certain necessities to live comfortably, so I am sure you will be of some use to us soon. [Shiage. This is a compliment. Soushi just gave you a bone.] I only think of my master's best interests. Your relationship with her has nothing to do with me. I am only her humble servant, nothing worth mentioning. Well, as long as you do not cross the dog line again, then we will get along just fine.
[At the other's final words, Soushi did not feel anything over his feelings of anger because he knew he was like this before their conversation. Usually he could careless about other people's feelings, but due to having a connection to his master -- he had no choice, but to feel concerned.]
If it's the way I spoke to you before, then I apologize for offending you.
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... And I don't mind that offensively!
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The idea of someone actually worrying over him was...both amusing, and unfamiliar. Other than his master and Kagerou's mother, no one has ever voice their concern over him. He wasn't confident in his next answer, but it had to be said.
After all, it was the only thing he understood and felt familiar with...]
Thank you for your kind words and encouragement. I'll try my best to seize speaking negatively about myself. [His tone is respectful, but he cannot help himself from adding:] However, I am terribly sorry for upseting you. It was never my intention, but I still appreciate your concern.
[And sadly, he has no idea what else to add because he was already feeling a bit uncomfortable speaking about himself like this. So, he decides it is a good time as any to talk about Ririchiyo again!]
You and Ririchiyo-sama get along very well. How long ago did you two meet?
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