[... What is he supposed to say to such words? Was it so wrong that he was smiling, however small it was?]

The logic is sound, and it would be the safest and most secure route for everyone. But Ninian... I asked this because I have promises to uphold. I have every intention of continuing to do so.

[They have been his driving force the past several years, even amidst loneliness.] I may be a fool for it, but it is who I am.

[A fool who continued to hope for a blessing.]