No, I am though, that was so not cool of me at all, I didn't even- [ she stops to take a breath, mouth twisting up a bit. it's probably a little ridiculous, how hard it is to think right now because she's given Stiles a reason to be upset, but she feels scrambled, like that feeling you get when you almost drop something on the floor that you would have been really sad if something happened to it and- ] Can you maybe sit up so I can give you a hug, please?