Because I am close! [It explodes out of him, probably ringing through all of Baldr House.] Remember? We went through this. I don't even know what my fucking priorities are anymore thanks to this place, never mind how to stick to them, so here we are. I give enough of a shit to jump in front of a knife for you.

And the answer to your question isn't any different than it was the first time I said it. If I'm gonna figure this out, I need to understand you.