asgardeventide | 5th banquet; accidental video, action for thor

[Its been a long, hard time for Kyo as of late. Kyo has been sulking even more in the past few weeks, not reaching out to people. After awhile, something's gotta give right? And to put it bluntly, one Kyo Sohma had grown tired of this place and the combination of everything and nothing made him lose his cool. So when everything is said and done and the events are over, Kyo will snap literally]

[so some of you lovely people from Asgard may notice the video feed coming on as the bracelet is being chucked across the room as there is objects literally everywhere. The place looks like either a.) someone literally flipped this room upside down b.) a thief ransacked the room c.) someone just didn't care about anything in his way or d.) all of the above. Things are scattered everywhere, sheets torn, wood chucked, objects torn in too, there's even an occasional whole spotted in the walls. Looks like someone is having some anger management issues. And then suddenly there's yelling off screen and something that just won't budge]

DAMMIT WHY THE HELL WON'T THIS DOOR-[and then there's a splinter and a crack almost as if some hinge was torn off. Oops guess who just broke his front door]

SHIT, I broke it again. DAMMIT! [There's a sharp and loud crack, boom and a woosh, wood goes flying as half of the table flies past the screen] [the table falls slightly to the left of the feed and a figure shows up looking down at the bracelet. The face crumpled up in both anger and disappointment]

Why is this the only damn thing I can't break.

[then he shuts off the feed]

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[ This wasn't something she was expecting, so to see the room in such a wreck was quite the surprise to someone like Ririchiyo. At first, she wasn't able to say anything but soon enough she's yelling into her own bracelet, worry evident in her tone. ]

W-What is the meaning of this!? Your room is...!

[Oh great, the one person that he doesn't want to talk to. At all. Here she'll probably just make fun of him the entire time]

Oh. You. [Really why can't he just ignore her]

If you're gonna say anything, save it. Not today. I'm too mad to deal with it today. [He wants to say you, but he realizes that'd probably be mean]

[ The fact that he was already jumping to conclusions was enough to offend her somewhat - she could tell he wasn’t in the mood to talk but she didn’t want to just hang up on him because... augh, much as she hates to admit it, he was her friend. Normally she would allow for some silence to settle in but today was different as she resumes speaking or, to be put more accurately, lecturing. ]

Throwing a temper tantrum isn’t going to solve anything, so I would advice that you take a step back and calm down. Do you think - [ She was about to say ‘do you think she would be happy about this’. By ‘she’ she would mean the mystery girl he held feelings toward. ] Is being violent really the answer?

Edited 2012-10-01 17:10 (UTC)

Don't you think I KNOW that? [His voice doesn't get as loud as it was with other people, know its not only anger that coats his voice, but something else. Maybe dissappoinment or sadness? Frustration? Loneliness? Who knows]

I know that this isn't a good thing, but-but really-[Its exactly how he was before, before she was here. And damn, its a good thing she didn't say what she was about to say because Kyo would totally flip out on her. That is the one thing, the ONE thing he doesn't nor would ever want to here right now. He doesn't need to be reminded of such painful things right now] Its the only thing I know how to do, and know how to do right.

[ Those very words were painful to hear, but not for herself - “It’s the only thing I know how to do, and how to do right”. Did Kyo really think that way? If so, it truly was a sad thing to realise. I see. So that’s how he percieves himself. It was strange, but she felt as though she just saw a side of Kyo that could help a person better understand him. No matter what way she looked at it, Kyo resembled Miketsukami greatly and the fact that she hadn’t noticed this sooner was surprising, even to her.

... But what could she possibly say to make him feel better or, at the very least, a little more at ease? She wasn’t the best at comforting people as she was often the reason people felt uncomfortable or upset to begin with, but she knew better than to presume that this outburst of anger was directed at her. No, she was just someone who walked by at the worst possible moment. She wasn’t at fault for any of this, yet why did she feel it necessary to assure herself of that? ]

I’m not the best at this, and I’m uncertain if I should apologise at this point. Even so, does doing this act of violence make you feel any better?

[As Kyo let's the words slip off his tongue, he automatically regrets that he said it. Why did he say it? Its not like he knows her that well, but he does tend to let slip what's on his mind when he's upset or frustrated, either that or he just doesn't talk at all. He doesn't want to talk about these things, in fact, its better that he just keeps them wholed up so that no one can see or hear what he has to hide.

But the words have been said, and for a moment, Kyo feels bare. He expects her to lash out to berate him, to put him down. It would be something she would do. Strike at seeing weakness, he did leave himself open. What he however wasn't expecting was kindness, and dare he say it, sympathy? Or was it pity? He couldn't tell. It was a softer reply then what he was expecting, regardless]

Don't. There's no point. I don't need apologies, least of all from you. [It wasn't meant to come off harsh, even though it could be percieved that way. It was just that apologies weren't gonna make up for things like this]

Its just instinct, I don't really know if it makes me feel any better or worse. [Deep down if he was closer to Ririchiyo, he'd probably hint or tell her what was bothering him, but he was not to that point, not yet anyways. So it will take some time to get it out of him, but she would probably be the one and only person that might guess as to what would be the source of this sudden and rash outburst]

I just really want to hit something, do I really need to explain why?

Edited 2012-10-05 05:15 (UTC)

An explanatory would be nice, however I won’t force one out of you. Regardless if I asked what brought this sudden outburst of anger on, I have reason to believe you wouldn’t tell me and nor would you wish to.

[ After all, she wasn’t naive - a bit childish at times, yes, but never naive. She could tell with one glance that Kyo wasn’t comfortable to share his inner thoughts with her and, believe it or not, she held no ill feelings toward him for that. Like everyone, he had his reasons for acting as he did and she was sure that over time she would come to understand the motives behind his actions and words. Miketsukami was very much the same as Kyo, often keeping to himself and refusing to accept things as they were; he was the type of person who would fight for the person he loved, as he proved when she terminated their contract in the past. Such a memory was both painful and happy for her.

But that was in the past, and right now she was actually worried about the boy on the other end. It didn’t take a genius to figure out that a deeper reason was rooted somewhere for his behaviour, but she didn’t wish to touch up on that topic unless it was a trigger that would just set him off. Curious as she was, she was considerate enough to accept that some things other people didn’t want to talk about, and no matter how hard one tried an answer would never be given unless they felt it was deserved. ]

Having said that, it doesn’t mean that I don’t wish to help you vent out your bottled up frustrations.

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