[More silence as Soushi tries to find the best way to describe it all because he did harm Ririchiyo. He really did even if he doesn't fully remember the way he got her injured in the first place.]

Even thought I feel guilt over the matter, it doesn't erase the fact over what I've done. Devotion or not, I harmed her. [And.] ...I have the blood to prove it...

[As for the rest, Soushi will look away as he simply says:] If I allow it, then I will receive nothing more than bias opinion over the matter. I know what I did...and what I've done was cause her more harm than good. I almost broke her once, and the moment we're reunited...I broke her entirely. That is all I need to know to determine my retribution for what I've done.

[After all.]

If I am able to inflict so much damage to the woman I love with all of my heart and soul, what are the chances I'll do the same with someone I am close to here!? [What he really is trying to say is 'I am protecting you and my friends from me. I don't want to hurt you or anyone else'.] Isn't it for the best to keep someone -- as dangerous and unforgivable -- like myself away from other people?