[He heaves out a sigh, pressing a finger to his temple.]

You don't get it. Most of the people you know here are versions of you, not - leaders and enemies and friends you walked out on and teammates who don't know half the shit you do. There's no getting away from it. And they're all coming and going every coupla weeks, so it starts over and over and over until - it's really fucking tiring, alright?