[He did. Needed her in ways that were too complicated for Fai himself to fully grasp; not just to live, but as something else, something that kept him a little bit saner.]

He was meant to be my enemy. All my life, I've known that I must kill him. But I... [His face twists into a bitter little smile.] I grew to care for him. And he for me. I was careless, and now things are... complicated.