[ people keep saying that, but how can she calm down? how can she calm down when there is just his body on the floor, all .. bloody and lifeless and not him? her temper flares. ]

I can't calm down! He's dead and I'm still here and I can't calm down!

[ she's breathing hard now, shaking her head. ]

What am I supposed to do, when he died somewhere he was supposed to be safe?!