(text) the second seashell

[oblivionize]

Today makes day 365. I've been in Asgard for 15 days. It's hard to believe it's been a whole year now.

I know there are people who are unhappy to be here. I don't think anyone should be forced to be in a place they don't want to be, but for now we have a duty... And I'm happy to be here, too. Even if it's selfish.

I do have a question--

What would you do if you are given more time than you expect? For whatever you might wish to do, I mean. Before I came here everything I did was missions... There's so much free time here and I can't possibly train all of the time.

Would anyone like to train together sometime?

Comments

[Video]

[oblivionize]

There are others unhappy to be here. So wouldn't it be selfish when they're unhappy?

[Video]

[5thchild]

Happiness and unhappiness will always exist. What may make you happy, may upset another person. It's impossible for you to feel upset about everything that upsets people, because you'd spend all your life upset.

[Video]

[oblivionize]

But what if my happiness isn't here? The only thing I've ever wanted was to spend time with my friends. I can't help but be happy to be here, but... everything here is new to me.

[Video]

[5thchild]

if you are happy right now, you have something to look forward to. Perhaps it will become harder, perhaps it will become easier.

Don't you wish to find out?

[Video]

[oblivionize]

...Yes. I do. Even if it's just for a little while. Perhaps it is selfish, but each moment is another precious memory. I want to make as many more as I can.

Re: [Video]

[5thchild]

I don't think that's considered a selfish thing.

[Video]

[oblivionize]

To me it is... But it seems while I' here, that's okay.