No, it's okay. [She lifts her head a bit, obviously trying to look strong, and it seems to work as her voice grows steadier and calmer.] A couple of people have told me that my mom - she knows I'm okay, whatever's going on with her, and she's happy for me. I just have to believe it and it'll be true. I'm not really good with belief, but... this is important enough that I can do it.