[Sollux looks like he would rip his throat out right there for her if it made her feel any better. He doesn't try to hold onto her, and he keeps his gaze resolutely anywhere but at her, at some point in the middle ground above her head to keep that soft, vulnerable spot open to her. No resistance.]

It wathn't intentional. One of them wath black, it wath accidental, it jutht thort of happened. The other one wath my friend, I jutht wanted thomeone to hang out with if you weren't talking to me tho much, and thhe ith human, tho it'th not pothhible. And there wath you. I couldn't not tell you, even if I had been able to really ever let go of you or give you up, and I would have done it if that wath what you wanted. It would be like cheating, even if nothing ever happened and nothing came of it. [He swallowed hard.] I thought about at leatht letting you get thettled before I told you, but that wath- you have a right to know.