Nope, just really really stubborn. [A thin chuckle.] You know what you're getting into by now, better than most. I think you know better than to go easy if I go nuts around you.

It's like an army, only smaller. They're trying to organize an actual sort of military structure. Problem for me's not fighting. I just suck at taking orders, and I really don't trust myself not to lose it. I prefer smaller tactics.