Why? Why would they worried about me, and not the people I hurt or could have hurt? Those are the people who need worry, not me... I can figure myself out one way or another, damnit!

[Yeah, it definitely didn't make sense to her. She was the aggressor, the monster, the one who had attacked others. She didn't deserve pity or sympathy when others needed worry and concern. The attacker wasn't the one you worried about instead of the victim.