[There's a long silence. Anything she says at this point will sound ignorantly optimistic to someone who has obviously been dealing with this for a long time. Gained and lost friends, loved ones, who knows how many people? It's -]
It's not fair. [She hates how much she sounds like a child, but that's all she can think of to say.]
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It's not fair. [She hates how much she sounds like a child, but that's all she can think of to say.]