patronizing: ᴍᴀɴɢᴀ ⇢ ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ. (× sᴛᴀʏ ʜᴇʀᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜɪs ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ.)
ʀɪʀɪᴄʜɪʏᴏ sʜɪʀᴀᴋɪɪɴ ❣ 白鬼院 凜々蝶 ([personal profile] patronizing) wrote in [community profile] asgardeventide 2012-05-05 07:00 pm (UTC)

voice; filtered

[ That answer alone was enough to get her blushing as much as she was. As easy as she made it sound, it wasn’t like that at all. The age gap between Miketsukami and herself was bad enough, and the fact that she looked like she was 12 was even worse. Unable to response straight away, she opens and closes her mouth like a fish underwater as she tried to think of some excuse on why she couldn’t but, in the end, it was just her being scared to come to terms with facts. She didn’t know if he even returned the same feelings toward her or if they were just respect; rejection didn’t seem like too far off knowing her.

Who could possibly love her in return? She had far too many flaws to count, and there were no redeeming qualities she had which made up for her lack of interesting personality. She was boring and people, sooner if not later, would get tired of her and leave through the back door. She hated herself, and who could love someone who didn’t love themselves? ]


... I can’t do that.

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