You have stated that, in order to fulfill the requirements of manhood, one must protect that which is important. Thus, you are berating yourself for falling short.

The mark of a great man is not found in how many he protects, but how many wish to protect him in return. It is found in a heart who understands and acknowledges its weaknesses and uses them to build an even greater strength.

Someone who possesses irredeemable qualities would not have me as a friend. Indeed, they would similarly have nothing to lose. To degrade yourself to such degree is deplorable and accomplishes very little.

Accept your shortcomings, Hamazura Shiage. And accept that those you care for will not meet their ends so easily as you fear. Do not simply speak as though all is concluding so painfully.